j e a l o u s y

He tweeted he's in the movies with some guy and I don't know if it's "T" or just someone else but this sure is jealousy. Grrrrrrrrrrrr I'm all depressed in my bed with a cold thinking about life feeling crappy while he's out in the movies with some guy and god knows what could be happening there right now. But I trust him enough to think he's doing smart decisions...? Pftt well he prolly will feel like I do now when "B" gets here. It's been a hard week, I don't know what the fuck he's doing there, what if HE DID already. ononoonnononononon i don't wanna picture that. What if he kissed someone? If this isn't pain then god strike me dead.

I rather have him kiss 5 random guys than "T". fuckingloser.

Oh! And he comes back tomorrow and like there's ONE day left! what if he did alreaaddyyy?? aaaaahhhhhhhh imafuckinglifelessloser.

I'm just feeling shitty for say the least. drag me to hell. aaahhhh pissed pissed pissed

ithinki'mabouttocry

i really don't like this :`(