poptarts...

Okay I'm calmed now and I see a bit clearer now, I think I have a clue on what to do. You know what? The person that's waiting for me far away, 10 months away is the most special person I ever met in my whole life who means SO MUCH too me. That person is worth more than a gazillion of billions of diamonds and just melts me with every little thing, every little action and every little word. So imma talk things through and just try to make it happen cuz I really want us to be together and if I have to wait 10 months to move there i'll find a way because I know it will be all worth it in the end. I can't wait cause that person is really all that I've been looking for, for real, if I had to write my perfect partner it would be just like that but this one comes with bonus features!!! haha so yeah u know what? I'm too young to get stressed and go through bad stuff, I'll just make it worth, for us. I just hope I keep myself bussy so time goes fast... now thats love, true love for real and one day imma proove it. And it sucks cause they don't know how long is taking and they don't know how much is hurting. But for that person i would take a bullet and I would rather go out on a date than be the pussycat dolls friend :O ahah